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ok so it's valentines and everyone is either unhappy or lonely so am i * i not going to lie about the life i am living . cause i be the first victim ..
this like a poetry
i live with two ghost i live with some one who will soon surrender the cause i live in borrow time
hey i say it's ok i live true to the game even at the price of my cause '
if you didn't had any friend you would have any enemy your see the irony?
this is life this what we know to love' ..
let my mouth speak falsely , cus i got nothing to win or loose like bruce i stand accuse
by the accuser the nature if abusers ' life is strange cause you forgatten where you came from
this rigth like the dinosour we eat each other out did evryone forget this that in fact we are
like carnivours were are cannivals we shame on the game with lost primal nature we commit so call crimes we lost some thing more preciuos than mind or soul posesion is not inportan as it was in the only beginning we need to get it back in the very end ,,
getting old gettin pissed all your e Motion is unstable enrgy that need to motion
but what is pussle with out it's missing piece how inportand the piece is with out the pussle
this why i write this blogg on the day before valentine so i ask what is love this i ask to myself cus
the ladies don't seam to have an anwer for me on this ,,so i came up with this well is just another word to stop the insanity cause by the motin of time but is inpoerten wit h it we will loose
our self in milion of toughs love is better than the concept of death why ca use love lives & let liveso love then is a form of death you don't love when you live you spell evil bacwards the life is too short

i don't want any emotion like jelossy anger pride& shit i don't evn wan to curse but it become a necessity anyway i am still learning about life this going to end soon i am learning how to live & let live i am leaning how to die & rest in peace,, i am not gettin old but wiser guest this is call growing up i don't judge anyone anymore do what you got to do ,, not angry at anyone i feel my after life
already 2010 this mean my old body is becoming awere of my young soul type .hey is a good time to
to live now eve face death i losing fear this my real job i here for those that are not when if i am gone who is going to live here for me who is going to represent me ? i done massive work no one alive has any idea of my extensive work with i have not gotten paid for but i discounted it in other non rigth ways ,,this i say to all spirits beings & things alive or not i am here now it ok let's make a deal
but not evil or good let's negotiate a seixe fire let's make love out of nothing if yu can & will to now
wich i am able now i talkto rocks now i don't need to own them i& don't need to go behind bars
to talk to steel but this rock will do if is not my word so say i did talk to diamond cause this spoke to
about love i ask the diamond what i have to do to live forever ? th rock it
s anwering me know it says i have to become a lowly rock i have to stop thinkin in fact iwould lose all my senses if i want to be inmortalise i say damm isee how some will not accept this faith i will struggle with that but since like my mortal self so much i refuse to become a rock till iam death
of couser then i ask the rock will i be like you when i am gone the rock says yes but feel good not bad cus you already know what it is to feel smell see touch hear i don't you got to be kidding me i want to be you i die too '' i say i could see that too ,,,
some one ask me on you tube if the foerseeyer saw evrything ahed of paln why it cause evil to be
why some refuse to obey god before isay this is why i took the sample from the rock
who want to face deat no one not even a rock i if your a diamond piece why would you like to stop shinning to become flesh that rottens on the ground? i say this is the answer cause it is faster but better to live & die young than nevr ti have live at all,.i say this to all the rock from the sand on beach to all that is i trow caution to the winds even to the fires of hell i speak i was once a rock
it was a drag i shine like that but iwouldn't want to go back being a rock tru many reicarnation i became a man still this wasn't enough for them still i had to die as mortal i ate must creatures in order to live but still those same creature demand justice to alll i suffer many deaths many sacrifices already but yet it is not enough what if i go stop being alive what i woud return as ?
would i be born as man again maybe i change sex into woman knowin pains of birth but maybe evev birn with differete skin color maybe i be a diferente race i couldn't go back to being a dog
maybe backward i be a God but better i have the hunam element i could teach all you angels how to leave in the getto. how to lust with out a kill how to balance things out i will tech all devils how to cry with out tears how to draw energy for the unseing how to live life after life ,,,
this i ask who am i ? i don't know i am you that's what up i take life seriously so life will do the same to me i fear not going insane in fact i embrace my fear to make me a better man i laugh at myself i am a clown bettrr ai am a dick my mother herself name me that but in the end your hate for me is truly your love for yourself you don
t hate me you just love yourself little to much for me to get some but anyway i am glad you ok you if you here this far then you will be there when i change into my higher form i will not be surprise you will sse it cause you will be it too we are one ' even in infiniti even to those that separeate from the
holdness i see them returning after all is set & done ..infinitive has two circles death & life
heaven or hell when the circle is unrable it become a bigger circle this no more life mo more death
no more ritgh or wrong there is just me thai is just us'time don't matter so what matters is the word the intellect even doe i am a clown i am a sad one ,,who thinks is a lovee welli love truth & truth is love i love to lie & this is the truth i do what i hate in order to hate what i do ..
but i love you all this is truth i will give as much as i take this will break your heart but you will be fine you will balnce it to cause your me & i am you ..rock of ages ...
i am rico & rich ine just like to live the other to dance one comits evil the other just
want to get better in the dance they bout love their body one want to be a mussle man the other want to jump up to get dowm it complicated i need to read bipolar for dummies
one grown up since he was a teen even earlier maybe even 5 years of age the other need more time this how i puss & push in a tough of war one know war & suvival the other enjoy a good joke & to be a jack ass no one of me is rigth one want to go to war the other want to live in peace be a hiipie
teach how to be a guru of somekind one of my wants to be jesus & is here to raise the dead '
the other just want to fuck evry babe in town this is me bout once wants to rule in hell
the other to serve in heaven ..this is true o am majic i will cuase you to loose your self or your soul
or win it then i could shut down any God good or bad ,, i am coming to term as far as to who i am
i am me human fu;; blown i bend over for no one eceptto you if you do the same for me !
like justice i am cold i got chu hot doe'' you say what? je is just us ? isn it atheus i am bekliev in god for the simple reason that he in turn bekieve in me ...say what i only love cause love some me first?
hey who cares who was first it takes two ,,reprocidal thing you know ying yang cause in effect ect,,,by the way you can see i am 23 years rapidly aproachin 50
this is cus there is two of me roommates is the real estate call phisicall body
or it is am reachin 50 but losin 26 years in the procees of deevolution
of tranevolution any wich way i think i will reproduce myself this time in
youe eyes so you can deby the fact of asexuak reproduction is not out of this word that the cell divide who know how many times clone myself each time i do the
i would get younger as if the founting of youth is in my blood stream bu tdon't go tryng to a vampire to be undead i am a zombie but i my flesh does not rutt
wit time oh well the wisdom of the universe will take over with the black hole & all
you will be absorbe & assimilated all that you believe was rigth turn out to be wrong
wwhen no one dies & is consider a blessing to jsut dissapear from site'
let your lit shine but till you be avsorbe by the mass weigth of gravity in the black hole the universal asshole anywat coming to portals your intetines are worm holes allthat is in th end like in man in black we are nothin better than everything'
but anything is all a process of energy tht is all...
some one i told before was it adam ^ eve that created the fall
or was it adam & steve oj ni was it lucy in love with fer
that created the fallin & out of love was the eMotion already set befor the fall
yes we know jeis jsut us was il love with a prostitute magdalene
we are all couples we come in twos men have fail to united & women fail to reconize
these fact too Go is a man & woman like ying yand there is no sex id in heave we are but one being one flesh one spirit stick to you love one not by rule or regulation but by emotion the kinetic enrgy that sets evrything in motion invisible matter
in fact the heart of the matter.buddah left is wife & kids to become like God
bu t realise that he gone over the ledge too far to extreme too late doe
nirvanna is not to be realise but to accept it & reconise it is there
everything is niravnna everything is felt in a joint of mariguanna how about eatin an iguana a lozart older than dinosour this would make you strong
how about dope to heal the pain but better let;s just give birth to
to love again tru lust uncomcieness is a good ana frodisiac as been awake
& being inocence it's the same you be back the spirit of the hold you
won't be able to resist after all you are just another one unit
nothin better than anyone i show you your wickness like you know mines'
peace & love & properity this new age